Expect the Unexpected

I've been through a lot this past few weeks...Hay life, sometimes i told myself it is so unfair. Bakit ang hirap hirap ng mga pinagdadaanan ko? Bakit yung iba, ang sisimple ng buhay nila? I always end up saying, siguro this is my fate. One of my dearest friend told me "pag pinanganak kang mahirap, kasalanan yun ng mga magulang mo. Pero after 30 years of your life at mahirap ka pa rin, kasalanan mo na yun." Yesterday, i texted my friend, i told him I am so tired of my life. My friend told me, wag ganyan, you have to be strong. And he asked me why I told him that.
Three weeks ago, I went to my obgyne for a check up.That day, i had an scheduled exam in one of my subjects in doctoral but I decided to go for check up because the pain is unbearable. I was experiencing heavy and prolonged menstrual period. My doctor told me to undergo ultrasound before giving medicine to stop the bleeding. So I went to the clinic for ultrasound. The sonologist told me to lay down in the bed. I was hoping that everything would be fine. Unexpectedly, she told me I have submucus and intramural myoma. I was speechless and I don't know how to react.She told me to go back to my obgyne and give the result of the ultrasound to her. I was alone that time. I want to cry. I thought I would die. My ob told me i had to undergo D and C. To make the story short, I undergo the treatment and rested for two weeks. I was supposed to go back to work last Tuesday. But again, unexpected incident happened again. It is my son this time...